Welcoming 2013

Today is 19th day of 2013. My first entry of the year. No big deal, i barely write any entry all this while.

Ok that is not important right now. I just wanna say, I hope this year I will be succeeded, having more fun and joys, more loves, more this more that...haha...

I got a few plans this year.

1) Trip to South Korea with my families on 24-30 Jan 2013
2) Enroll in ACCA. Well, i was trying to register in the website but seems cannot be accessible. Something like webpage error. I will try again tomorrow.
3) After March, if I still in CIMB, I may move to other area - somewhere near Star LRT station. To be exact, a walking distance to the station so i can save money and time to go to office.
4) To start ACCA classes in June, yep after i successfully register, pay all fees etc.
5) And.... believe in myself, appreciate myself, brace myself....yep i love me! I love me so i can spread the loves to you!

Thank you to Allah for all the gifts and hopes!

Towards healthy LIFESTYLE

The new guidelines for weekends are as following: 1) saturday can wake up anytime i want. Sleep as if no tomorrow. Hell no! Around 11am should be ok. 2) chill babeh!!! Have fun with friends til late at night!! Eat a lot! Spoil myself. 3) sunday should wake up before 7 am. Bath & eat simple breakfast. 4) go to the park: jogging, enjoy the morning gaze 5) service car/go to market/etc etc important things to do 6) come back to house, do laundry, clean the house, cook for lunch 7) at night prepare the 5 days office attires n sleep Those only applicable when i spend the weekends in Kota Damansara. If i go back to hometown or my sis' place, that's different thing...hehe I am at workshop now, servicing Batman. Just came back from a park, which i discovered this morning by the following steps: 7am thinking what should i do today? 715am searched on google taman kota damansara. List appreared Taman Rimba Riang. Bathed, eat breakfast, watched The Voice on channel AXN, started the car engine, set gps...reached park, walked/jogged 5 rounds. Done!

Malam RAYA

Tahun ni sambut raya pertama kat rumah kakak saya di Kajang. Famili semua ada yg tengok tv, dengar takbir, main mercun.... Alkisahnya raya ni lebih seronok kalau dikampung. Tapi bersyukur sebab dimana pon sambutan, Allah beri saya peluang bersama keluarga tersayang. By the way abang tak beraya dengan kami tahun ni sebab giliran rumah kakak ipar kat Alor Setar, Kedah. Ramai orang kat luar sana yang mungkin tak dapat sambut raya dengan kenikmatan seperti saya dan keluarga. Mungkin bagi golongan yang lain, raya mengingatkan peristiwa yang pedih. Ada juga raya yang ketemukan 2 orang yang sengketa. Yang mana pun anda, saya harap anda dirahmati Allah sentiasa. Maka bulan penuh barakah- Ramadhan telah berlalu. Harapnya dapat ketemu lagi dalam keadaan yang lebih baik dan sentiasa diredhai Allah.

DROWSY Driving

It is dangerous to drive when one is tired or sleepy. But sometimes or most of times we cannot avoid to continue driving because we gotta go to work. This morning i woke up at 5am which is not rare when u gotta have your 'sahur'. It is fasting month and us - Muslim would eat before dawn or imsak as preparation for fasting the whole day. So it was not the prOblem of waking up early morning that make me slapped my face to stay awake on the way to work. At one point i screamed my name outloud hoping that i wont bump into other cars. I was still drowsy as i walked about 1 kilometer from the carpark to my office building. Again i was feeling really sleeping during work that make me hit my head on the laptop. It was like continuos drowsy day until 11am i realised i got a lot of works to finish. Suddenly my head and eyes getting better and i can focus on my works. I still yawned until afternoon though.

SECOND News

After break fast today, i browse my facebook page i read a post. My senior's fiance passed away on 3rd August. The couple is schedule to get married in the next 3 weeks. Allah the almighty and His decision ultimately made by Him only. Each thing happenned must be reason behind it. My senior, Nazratul Natrah was my roommate during my first year in university. It was 2003 and the friendship remain. It just that we never met after 2007. Actually i was waiting for her wedding reception invitation card since she messaged me asking my address. Who knows i received different news instead. And it is the second news about significant someone to me, or significant someone to someone significant to me passed away. I means, during the barakah month of ramadan. Al-fatihah.

To Allah we belong and to Him we shall RETURN

Human can plan anything he likes, but God knows best and thing happenned according to His will...
Just after my family decided to go back hometown on Friday, we received a shocking news. Villagers found Tokwan dead body at the swamp areas. So my elder bro and sister-in-law immediately departed Pahang and headed to fetch mom and dad. My older sister, kak yong who staying in Senawang fetched the youngest sister, adik from hostel and headed to Kajang to join the eldest sister and nephew. Now i am waiting my 3 sisters and a newphew at my flat.

We did not expected to go back hometown for grandpa funeral. I guess the journey to Kedah tonight is not the same as previous journey. I sensed my dad's sadness. I did not expect the last short visit with my mom to Kedah before the fasting month gonna be the last time i hold grandpa's hand. The last gaze of grandpa's as i gave him the small value of banknote.

May Allah bless grandpa and he remains in peace in the other world.

"Inna Lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un"

“To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return.” (Al-Quran: surah Al-Baqarah; 2:156)

Finding TOKWAN

Today is the 3rd day my grandfather reported missing....
Grandfather (we called him tokwan) lives in kampung located at Pendang, Kedah. Most of times there were 3 persons lives at the house - tokwan, grandmother & my aunt. The few other aunties and uncle took turn visiting them. My dad stays far away than the rest of his siblings so we pay the visit few times annually.

Before the fasting month me and my mom went back hometown to visit the sick mom's stepsister. We had a short visit to grandfather's house. He seems healthy as usual.

I guess tokwan aged around 80s... He can walk and do things on his own but he's sufferring minor i will say; mental illness. I never heard he's causing anything harm to people. He just lives in his little world and babbling-dunno what is it-slowly most of times.
My dad, of course too sad about this matter. So, tomorrow our family plan to go back to hometown. Hoping to see grandfather again....